Janice Wilson

Lots of things are being revealed to me about love and money. I think that I have a love hate relationship with doing what I love and loving the money I make. Somedays I’m excited to jump out of bed and start marketing, blogging, doing the radio shows, lecturing and book signings. Even though I love what I’m doing I have tremendous resistance inside of me towards doing it. I get a panic attack just before I go on the radio. My stomach does flip flops before I do a lecture. When I was doing my thesis in performance for my Masters Degree, I threw up three full days after the performance. That resistance hasn’t lessened over the years. In fact, I gave up performing all together for awhile because it always made me so sick before and after. Who wants to live that way?
But what I’ve discovered is resistance never goes away. And if I don’t overcome it every day, it will be the death of me and my dreams. I have to face this demon with all my might. I don’t care how many times I throw up before or after a performance. How long I sit in front of that blank page on my computer screen. Or how many failed attempts there have been getting to the gym. I have to push through that heavy layer of gunk and with all my might, pray, beg, or just turn off my brain and show up to do the work.
Resistance is the enemy of my dreams, my hopes, and my happiness.
It makes me miserable at every turn and then laughs at me when I listen to it. The only good thing about resistance is that now when I feel it, I know that I have to push through it and show up to do the work…at all costs. I have to face all of those bad feelings that resistance slams on me. Resistance is a formidable enemy. Doing the work is the only way I can kill it.
So I now I face resistance with a double edged sword of truth and love. I cut through it and face the truth that I have to show up and do the work. It’s only then that the love for what I’m doing can begin to be felt. I hate the heaviness and the judgements that resistance wants me to experience. Sometimes resistance wins because I associate that feeling with what I love to do. I hate pushing through that resistance to get to the good stuff. But that’s the job of resistance. The only way to get to “the good stuff” is to do the work.
Resistance doesn’t ever seem to go away. I don’t throw up as often. I manage to stop stuttering on my radio show after the first ten seconds. I’m stronger than I was yesterday in moving through it. I don’t struggle or fight resistance as much anymore. I see it exists but I quickly stop the drama and just show up to do the work. I do the work, I’m a professional. Come rain or shine, I show up and work. Some days are good. Some days not so good. But I always show up. That’s what being a professional is all about. I stop the drama. I let go of the struggle. I’ve reclaimed and recaptured my power by just doing the work.
Love is the reward.

Who do I need to be? What do I need to do? So that I can always do what I love and love the money I make?

What is it that I need to see in myself that will shift the perception that who I am and what I do is of great value? That’s where the first seven days has revealed. What in me can be illuminated so that others can see it as well. The first answer that comes to me is I need to slow down and see my value in everything that I do. Value is the assets of Goodness. It’s priceless. It’s honoring everything that I think, say, and do.
How does this relate to money? Money is the currency that is used in exchange for something of value. I can easily barter my value. The trick for me is to receive the money I would love to have for the value I provide. What is the value of seeing your True Self? What is the value of letting go of something that is keeping you stuck? What is the value of being inspired to move forward to accomplish your dreams, achieve your goals, find great love?
I say that value is “priceless”. I haven’t written in the past few days because I’ve been busy sharing my value. I spoke at a Rotarian Meeting, produced two radio shows and worked on my web-site. I held a Master Mind Meeting on Tuesday and facilitated the group to see their truth so they can create what they want. I created value in every situation I found myself in. Yet, there is still this angst about money.
So what do I need to see so that I can erase the angst and move into KNOWING that I am prosperous in bringing my dreams into reality.
There’s an exercise that I’ve been playing around with for the last three weeks that brings me some relief from the angst. Perhaps I should work with that more consistently. It’s about asking my parallel self who already has what I want to tell me what I can do next. So here goes.
PJ (stands for Parallel Janice)…she already has the $80,000,000 in her bank account from the radio shows, books, lectures and products that remind and teach people how magnificent, miraculous and amazing they are.
PJ: “Janice, do you believe everything that you’re writing about, and sharing with people”.
Janice: “Yes”
PJ” “Then why do you have the angst?”
Janice: “I guess I believe it but I can’t see how it’s working for me with money.”
PJ: “It works with everything in your life. I am here to show you how your magnificent power does not stop when it comes to having money. You need to 10% of the time see your power and use it. You’re building your value in the market place one brick at a time. And you are listening to your intuition to do this. You have a beautiful web-site that has great content for people and that will give greater value to you in the market. Develop a test for people to take so that you can direct them where they need to strengthen their skills. You need to strengthen your skill of feeling your magnificence all the time. Look around you. This was not handed to you…..you worked, listened and created this life. Honey, you just get tired because you feel that it’s too slow. I got here because I never let myself for one second doubt that I was of great value to my world. You can do this too. (I mean once I started to stop doubting I started to fly.) You can do this. When you feel yourself dipping, talk to me. But don’t dip for a second. Remember your happiness is God’s affair and no one can interfere. If you dip, just ask what will make me happy in this moment and listen……..then do it! (remember the Secret commercial?) You still have this same power and “happy” is how you activate it. You know this now let’s do this for the next 22 days. Let’s take our focus off the money, and place it back on the “love and the happy!” Tell me tomorrow what you see.

Some very interesting insights are unfolding for me in regards to this little experiment. The big aha for me right now is that I’ve always separated money and love. I thought that love is something very good to be, do and have. But money was a necessity that was wrong to love. Don’t get me wrong. I have always loved having money and the freedom that comes with it. I love having money, spending money and enjoying what money brings into my life. But I have never been able to really know how to love money. I mean it feels so shallow and materialistic. Loving money feels like what misers do. It feels sinful and wrong. It feels like if I loved money that I would be selfish, greedy, and unhappy. Remember the phrase, “Money can’t buy you love?”
There are so many emotions and beliefs that are attached with money. Even watching the word pop up on my computer screen is charged with energy. Look at the word “Charge” cards. Or on our coins, “In God we Trust.” Tithing or giving away money is suppose to bring you more money. Does anyone every have more than enough money? Does money really run out? Is there truly a way for an unending supply of money to come into our lives? Why do we feel so bad when we have to pay income taxes? Why do bills always seem like such a burden to pay? Didn’t we get the benefits of the goods and services that were provided?
So the real question is what feelings, thoughts or the energy do I need to have towards money that will give me a healthy, prosperous, and abundant experience with it?
If I feel guilty, afraid, unworthy with anyone in my life, I don’t feel like being around them. I don’t want to spend time with them, And I certainly don’t go out of my way to befriend them. If I use something in my life as a means to an end ie. a computer, or an oven, or a car to provide me with a service or function, I expect the pan, the computer, the oven, or the car to provide me with the service that they were designed to do. I don’t go to the cupboard to use the pan to cook and expect that it won’t be there, or that my car won’t start, or my computer won’t work. But if any of these things don’t work right, yes I do get upset and emotionally whacked. The truth is that 99% of the time they all provide me with the service that I need.
But money? Sometimes it’s there, sometimes, it’s not, and sometimes I have to wait for it. I feel that my expectations of money are not met 99%. Now that I’ve just written that sentence I see that it is a lie. The money has always been there. The charged emotions of fear have covered up the truth. So if I can erase the fear and learn to trust that I am always loved and protected, how will that change my outcomes?
I’m fortunate to have had many dreams in my life. And to have the opportunities to work at making them come true. The money was always there to fulfill those dreams. I didn’t feel that it was readily available or easy to attain but somehow I always found a way. I would like now to find that way without the fear or the emotional pain that comes with it.
I would love to be able to trust and experience that my work has great value and will make the world a more beautiful place. That is the miracle I desire. What do I change in me so that I can do this? What do I need to do so that I can experience what this would feel like?
What will my new self look like?
I will look forward to what I’m told to do.

The first thought that came to me when I wrote this title is that most of the time I only think about how I’m not making the money I love. It’s a habit. Do better, make more, it’s not enough, you’re doing something wrong, you’ll never have what you want, money is illusive and is not spiritual, I don’t know how to do what I love and make the money I love. Lot’s of negative, unproductive thoughts that make me feel worried, scared and unloved. These thoughts plague me. I’ve worked hard to release these thoughts from my consciousness but I’m not “there” yet.
So here I am at day 6 still working my way out of the negative ditch of thinking thoughts that are destructive to my dreams and goals. I wonder if I’ll ever get it right?
So I found a new tool that I’m going to use for the rest of these 30 days to help me remember to think only thoughts that will bring me the love and wealth I desire. I guess the Good News is that I will not give up practicing to master choosing the thoughts I want to have to support me in living only in love.
I know that my thoughts create vibrations around me. Good thoughts attract good things. Negative thoughts attract worry, lack, doubt, limitation, and less money. So why would I choose the negative? I know better. But still I’m not doing better. Bad habits go down hard with me. I’ve been protecting myself with fear ever since i was little. I couldn’t go to sleep at night until my Mom would tuck me in, even if she was out late with her friends. I guess I was born with the worry and fear bug. So all my life I’ve been working on overcoming these fears. I’ve changed alot of things in the past few years of my life to overcome these fears and live in more peace and love but I still struggle far more than I would like. I have the knowledge. What I lack is the consistent execution of the good thoughts so that I can build a strong momentum that will bring me all that I desire.
This tool has worked for many others and I’m going to use it this month and let you know what happens. I’m wearing a green crystal elastic bracelet opposite the hand that I write with. Every time I find myself thinking a thought that is negative I’m going to flick the colored crystals and stop the thought dead in its tracks. Then I’ll think, “butterfly” or a new thought that brings me more fulfillment and pleasure. My imagination is highly charged so I’ll just call in good outcomes and feelings no matter what I want to believe is true. If I my Nag still gets in my way, I will use an affirmation my my mentor Florence Scovel Shinn. “These are not my true and authentic thoughts and they need to leave now. Then she says to say, “I am at peace with the whle world. I love everyone and everyone loves me.”
I also pray to my angels and guides to help me remember and have the courage and strength to do this all the time. I really do need help in believing until I can see the changes. Let you know what reveals itself tomorrow. Til then I’ve got a sparkly green crystal bracelet that’s reminding me that I’m loved. What a good thought!

I’m surrounded by all the projects and the things that I love to do. Three copies of my book The Goodness Experience are on my desk waiting to be mailed out. Loved writing that book, love talking about the book, love sharing the book. I can’t say that I love the monetary return on investment I’ve made with the book. Yes, I want it to be more. I have a clunk when I think about the five years of solid work I’ve put into it, along with my editor Jann Robbins, who put her valued expertise and time, and it’s still just one book sold here, 10 books there, 20 books another time. How does that much work, time, dedication and love over five years not sky rocket in sales? The effort was driven 100% by love. I have been consistent in always listening and moving forward one step at a time. I haven’t given up but what can I do differently to change the results that I’m getting?
Good question. Let’s see what I’m doing right first. I’ve often wondered if scientists would approach their research looking for what is going right with their studies they might get to a better result sooner. Looking at the disease and focusing only on the problem magnifies the problem. Looking at healthy cells and knowing what makes them healthy, keeping all those happy cells healthier would deter the nasty cells from taking over. So I’ll practice what I know to be true and look at what I’m doing right.
1. I am continuing to move forward
2. I do love the money I receive for the book.
3. I love sharing the book and the changes it makes in a person’s life.
4. I love promoting the book because it is valuable to our world.
5. I love living the principles of the book in my daily life.
6. I love the changes that it has made in my life
7. I loved working with Jann Robbins to create this work
8. I love the way the book looks.
9. I love that you can go anywhere in the book and receive inspiration, and a lesson
on what to do better, with love and compassion.
10. I love the way the book is alive and filled with truth.
11. I love the way that it’s given me the confidence to speak my truth, with love.
12. I love that it’s led me to doing three radio shows that inspire and teach more
people how to love themselves more fully and share this with others.
13. I love the people that I have met thru this book.
14. I love the strength I’ve acquired by working with this book.
15. I love that the commitment to writing and promoting this book has taught me
how to move thru the last five years of drastic financial changes with more
courage than I thought I had, and kept me from becoming bitter, allowed me
to let go of the anger and disappointment and showed me that love is always
the answer to all of our struggles, difficulties, disappointments, and betrayals.
16. I love the way the book has shown me that my needs are always met, even
though it looks different than what I expected.
17. I love the way it taught me how to “let go” and allow the best to unfold.
18. I love that it has connected me to beauty more deeply.
19. I love how my gratitude and appreciation for my Divine Connection has grown.
20. I love that I can see when my Nag is trying to run the show and I now have the
awareness and courage to tell her I love her and she doesn’t need to scream, or
be afraid for me. I just tell her that “I and my Divine Self will take care and
provide for all of us.” The Nag has grown quieter with this love.
21. I love the way the book has led to me to creating even a more beautiful and
peacefully rich home.
22. I love that it’s given me the courage to learn how build my own web-site.
23. I love that I am learning how to build a business, a way of life through my
power of Goodness.
24. I love the flow of creativity I am experiencing and the friendships I’ve
developed.
25. I love that my children have this knowledge as part of their lives.
26. I love that I am guided every day to listen to my Divine Self and live more
freely, love more deeply and laugh more fully…..

So, that’s only scratching the surface of what happens when I choose to do what I love. The Nag wants me to think that there isn’t enough money that comes from doing what I love, yet when I look around me I am completely surrounded by wealth, health, beauty, peace, comfort, and love. The money is there every day to provide for these experiences. Am I like the cancer researcher that is only looking at the unhealthy cells hoping to find a cure?
Truth? I ask for the courage to change what I’m looking at and more fully love
the money I make with this book and every work project that I embrace. I ask for the discipline to see the completeness that love brings to all facet of my work and my life. I promise myself that I will make the changes in my thoughts, words and actions today so that I can see and experience only that which is loving and good for me. Let you know what happens tomorrow.

Ah, it’s day 4. I’m feeling not quite as energized about Loving the money I make because it doesn’t seem to be finding me right now. Which is making me question if I should really be doing what I love and if this equation really works.
“Butterfly”….yes I promised to say “butterfly” every time I doubted whether this affirmation would bring me all that I wanted. “Butterfly”…..right now I’m smiling from ear to to ear. There’s a little giggle starting in my stomach, which by the way is delightfully full from a fabulous fresh ham and cheese grilled sandwich I just made. Yummy.
I just got back from dance class. 45 minutes of cardio Dance, with Tony Delgado, choreographer to some of the Dancing with Stars shows. It was great. Great music, moving my “booty” and working up a sweat. Stretching my body and dancing to the music, getting my heart rate up and feeling alive! Love it!
So I seem to have the first part down really well. I do Love what I do…..but interesting how quickly I forget that I am being supported by the money I make. So I’ve really go to change my beliefs, thoughts, feelings that loving the money I make will always be coming to me. I seem to have a disconnect when I’m doing what I love, thinking that I won’t be supported by money. I’m stuck in old patterns that say I have to stress to make money and that I have to make money doing something that’s hard.
But the truth, now that I’m writing about it is, I couldn’t be at dance class if I didn’t love the money I made. I just have to remember that I’m using money that I LOVE, to do what I love. Why? So that I can attract more love and more money. This opens my channel of appreciation for what I’ve already created which only creates more.
You know if I hadn’t stopped to blog about this I wouldn’t have made the connection. What I do every second of my life is being supported by the money that I love to make. Interesting! The two affirmations really do go hand in hand.
What I really need to do is see that love is the connection between what I do and money. Money is not just a number in my bank account or wallet. It’s a living breathing energy that is filled with the activity of love. When I see more clearly all the love that goes into everything that I do, I can see the love that surrounds the money I use to do these amazing activities. Even watching television, when I love it, I can see that I loved the money I made to buy the television, and the leisure time I have to watch a good program. Instead of feeling in lack, or waiting for more money to start flowing in, I can appreciate what I have done to enjoy everything I have created.
My world has just expanded a hundred fold. There’s no disconnect today. Love is flowing in and around me. So, until new money starts flowing into my life again, I’m going to love and appreciate all the money that has purchased the amazing things that I get to experience in my life right now!
By the way, thinking about the word “Butterfly” is free! So if you’re feeling that the new money isn’t flowing in fast enough…….borrow my “butterfly” and see what happens next. I feel like I’m gaining momentum again. Yeah!

So i’m still focusing on this energy of loving what I do…AND …the Money I make. I usually hate going to networking meetings or places that I don’t know people in order to socialize for business. I avoid it like the plague. But since I’m experimenting with everything, I thought I’d go to this group meeting (one that I’d been invited to for over two years….I really like the person that organizes it but… never decided to attend because I’d always let something else come up. So in the spirit of “loving what I do” I decided to go with a friend and see what happened.
If I wasn’t there myself I would not believe what I’m about to write. I LOVED the whole evening. I met some of the most wonderful women. I was relaxed, at ease, laughed and had one of the best times of my life. No agenda…just surrounded by that feeling of “loving what I do.” AND I even sold some of my books, totally unexpectedly. So I got to “love the money I made.” I told my girlfriend when we left that I felt like I was in heaven. There was a peaceful beauty surrounding me.
Writing about this experience makes me a total believer in the power of focusing on an affirmation. I’ve used affirmations before and seen some results but they just seemed like happy thoughts and I didn’t ever feel the connection to the power of these thoughts. Now, I really feel enriched and fulfilled by everything that I’m doing. And I’m doing things that I don’t normally do.
Out of the blue, I invited friends (who we usually only see every six months and only on a weekend) to a new restaurant called Forte, that specializes in European Tapa’s, The midday excursion felt like a holiday on the coast of Spain and it was only five minutes from my home. The food was so authentic, delicious and yes, again I loved it!
What’s happening to me? I feel lighter. I smile “butterflies” I hum. Is that what love truly is? I have a new life unfolding right in front of me…..and I’m the one that’s writing the script and it’s all true!
Are you getting bored with this love, love, love stuff? Has LOVE become too delicious and enriching that you are tired of reading about how great my life was today? Truth?
Well, I’m not. I love the feeling of loving what I do…..and the money that I’m making. I shared this experiment with my girlfriend and told her that writing about it gave the experiences a validation and a reality that I wouldn’t be experiencing if I was just doing this without the synopsis…day to day. Remembering these feelings and experiences after they’ve occurred has shown me the power in the intention.
When these thoughts are allowed to just spin in my head, they don’t feel as real or as powerful. But when I put them down on paper, the linear form of the affirmation comes alive and feels like a heavenly grace falling down around me.
I wonder how expansive this affirmation will become? You guessed it, I can’t wait to see what tomorrow brings……til then Ciao!

Day 2….I can actually feel a physical shift inside of me. When “they” say we’re mind, body ..soul, i believed it, but actually feeling the connection to what my thoughts do to change my physical feelings inside my body is quite interesting to see. Yesterday, I practiced every time I could feeling the love for what I do….and when I got paid I really felt a tremendous feeling of love for the money. Sound weird?
Well, before I started this thirty day trial, when I got paid for my work, I didn’t have that deep, all encompassing feeling of love for the money that came to me. In fact, alot of the time I’d be disappointed that it wasn’t enough. I felt I had worked much harder than what my paycheck reflected and after all the deductions it often felt like I was left with nothing. mmmm? I wonder if that was the reason I haven’t been able to fully experience the wealth I deserve and desire?
Big difference for me today on day 2 in how I feel about what I’m doing and the money I make. Interesting in how being aware and writing about it gives me more power. Somehow just thinking about the changes doesn’t make them as real as when I sit down here and write about them. That’s something I really need to remember and do.
It’s fun to include others in your experiments. So last night,I was talking to my Master Mind group about my thirty day trial, since many of us are having challenges with money. I asked for some help as to what I could do if I fell back into the rut of thinking that there wasn’t enough money or that I wasn’t working hard enough, or that I’d never be able to Love all that I did. My new friend Judy suggested that every time a thought like that came up to think of a happy word. She suggested “butterfly”. It’s pretty, light, transformative and always looks happy and alive with beauty. I really liked this idea. Instead of thinking I had to change what I was thinking….all I need to do is think of a word like “butterfly”
I tried this out this morning and the word immediately brought a big smile to my face and shifted me into a happy, beautiful place where it was easy for me to continue to feel that I was loving what I do and the money I make…it felt simple, easy.
So day 2 is going to be filled with “butterflies” for me. Love the word, love the feeling, love it all.
Oh, something else unfolded for me that I wanted to share with you. Kirk who has a radio show on Blog Talk Radio left this message on his site. I hope he doesn’t mind if I share it with you because it really helped me see the power that I have when I in believe in my dreams come true.
He titled it…….It Just is…
“Belief
Its all about belief
Belief in who you are, what you were, what you become..
Stand in your truth and face god. You are god, he loves you.. you love you.
We are one all made together, binded in strings of laughter
Take to the sky and look to the heavens
All is welll everywhere for you are everywhere
Everywhere the wind blows, the grass grows, the seas of all the earth, and the galaxy
Shine bright and live a gorgeous life you and your father gave you
Mornings begun, the day isn’t getting away, shadow is upon you
Hold you hands out and receive, receive the things you need, to think, to dream, to heal
Stay out in the sunlight for it will illuminate you and your eyes will open
Dare to dream, for dreaming is how you reach god inside you
It is not foolish or unwise, it just is…”
Thank you Kirk for saying it so beautifully….
til tomorrow….”butterflies”
I like the part about being “binded in strings of laughter.” I’m going to smile and laugh more today….wonder what that will do for me?

Day 1. My friend and master mind cohort is very big on doing thirty day trials. Erin says try it for thirty days and see what happens. It’s a good way to see if what you’re doing or not doing is working for you. So I’ve been struggling with the fact that I absolutely love my life…BUT not the amount of money that I make.
Now some would say that this shouldn’t matter. If you love your life, isn’t that good enough? Money is just a means to enjoy your life, and if you’re already loving and enjoying it, why do you need more money? I understand their arguments, in fact, I’ve been telling myself the same thing but there’s still an urging to inside of my to really create an abundance of wealth with the love for what I’m doing. So I thought I would use the next thirty days to really examine what I can do to marry the two ideas and boost my financial net worth and how my work is valued in the world.
Today I went down to Apple Computer store to work on my website. I love their one to one project classes. I decided to build my own web-site because I have the time, and if I can learn to do it, I will have the creative control to really make it a place where people can learn from all modalities and I can create something unique and valuable. So I’ve been doing that for the last six weeks. Because I’m doing it myself, I don’t need to pay someone $4,000 to build my site. I love it!
But the creepy thought comes into my head, if I had a regular job then I would have the money to pay someone and perhaps get my products out in the market place sooner. Again, that thought doesn’t fit with the part of LOVING what I do. So, does this mean that I can only get part of the equation at a time? IE. Love what I do and “wait” to love the Money I make?
I did have a beautiful girlfriend treat me to lunch after my class. I loved the restaurant, the food, and the wonderful friendship that I shared with Judith. I got both the love and the experience of a great lunch. There was no waiting there.
What I found in working on my web-site is that there is alot of free downloads that will make my products and services much more attractive for people to want to buy. Does that equate to money? When I find these downloads I truly love them, and love what they create for my business. Seems like that meets both criteria but again there’s a pause, or a “wait” with the “love the Money I make” half of the equation.
It’s as if I have a mental equivalent that says, “I can love what I do, but have to WAIT to love the money I make. It feels like a vibrational governor someone put on my car so I can only go 20 miles an hour. What’s that all about? I know plenty of people who love what they do and love the money they make doing it. I want to be one of them. I just need to find out how to do it.
So for the next thirty days, I want to get my mind around the abundance mentality in its highest form. I’m not inventing something new. Others have done it …..now it’s up to me to do it.
First thing I need to look at is who do I know who is having an easier, more delightful time with their life and the money they make. I need to get my mind around what that must feel like and be like.
I have quite a few friends that seem to be having an easy time loving what they do and loving the money they make. Sue is one person. She loves her marketing job, and how she helps her clients and company make a difference in people’s lives. She loves what she gets paid and enjoys her time at work and her weekends. She’s happy, at ease and always seems grounded and ready to go. So for me, I still have only half of the equation. I love helping my clients, doing the work, and feel grounded and at ease when I’m doing it. But ….there’s the but, the money is not consistently flowing towards me.
I’ve been told that until you get there you’ve got to build a bridge, a way to move your thoughts and yourself to be where you want to be. That bridge is built on the powerful tool of imagination. If I can imagine it, I can be it. But I’ve got to practice the feelings, the pictures, the way it would be. I’ve got to refuse to accept the appearance of anything in my life that is unlike what I want. I’ve got to see me “loving the money I make.” I’ve got to be gentle with myself and patient. Right now that’s easy to do because I’m writing about it. But the truth is it’s really just like when I learned to play the piano. I didn’t play Beethoven perfectly the first few times of practice but I knew what I wanted my music to sound like and I was willing to play some wrong notes to get to playing the right ones all the time.
I’m going to have to replace those “bad notes” with my imagination of the good pictures that I will be creating Every time I hear I have “to wait” I’ll replace it with a feeling, an image, an action that shows me that I have it now.
Wow, this feels like freedom! I guess I wasn’t born knowing how to “love the money I make,” so I’ll just have to practice how it would look and feel until it’s natural to do it. So for today I’ll just have to imagine what that would feel like.
Sue must have done that at one time too, until she got really good at it. If she can do it…..so can I. Day one was kind of fun!
I wonder what will happen tomorrow? Right now this feels like alot of fun. Day one is done!