Day 6…Doing What I love and loving the money I make
The first thought that came to me when I wrote this title is that most of the time I only think about how I’m not making the money I love. It’s a habit. Do better, make more, it’s not enough, you’re doing something wrong, you’ll never have what you want, money is illusive and is not spiritual, I don’t know how to do what I love and make the money I love. Lot’s of negative, unproductive thoughts that make me feel worried, scared and unloved. These thoughts plague me. I’ve worked hard to release these thoughts from my consciousness but I’m not “there” yet.
So here I am at day 6 still working my way out of the negative ditch of thinking thoughts that are destructive to my dreams and goals. I wonder if I’ll ever get it right?
So I found a new tool that I’m going to use for the rest of these 30 days to help me remember to think only thoughts that will bring me the love and wealth I desire. I guess the Good News is that I will not give up practicing to master choosing the thoughts I want to have to support me in living only in love.
I know that my thoughts create vibrations around me. Good thoughts attract good things. Negative thoughts attract worry, lack, doubt, limitation, and less money. So why would I choose the negative? I know better. But still I’m not doing better. Bad habits go down hard with me. I’ve been protecting myself with fear ever since i was little. I couldn’t go to sleep at night until my Mom would tuck me in, even if she was out late with her friends. I guess I was born with the worry and fear bug. So all my life I’ve been working on overcoming these fears. I’ve changed alot of things in the past few years of my life to overcome these fears and live in more peace and love but I still struggle far more than I would like. I have the knowledge. What I lack is the consistent execution of the good thoughts so that I can build a strong momentum that will bring me all that I desire.
This tool has worked for many others and I’m going to use it this month and let you know what happens. I’m wearing a green crystal elastic bracelet opposite the hand that I write with. Every time I find myself thinking a thought that is negative I’m going to flick the colored crystals and stop the thought dead in its tracks. Then I’ll think, “butterfly” or a new thought that brings me more fulfillment and pleasure. My imagination is highly charged so I’ll just call in good outcomes and feelings no matter what I want to believe is true. If I my Nag still gets in my way, I will use an affirmation my my mentor Florence Scovel Shinn. “These are not my true and authentic thoughts and they need to leave now. Then she says to say, “I am at peace with the whle world. I love everyone and everyone loves me.”
I also pray to my angels and guides to help me remember and have the courage and strength to do this all the time. I really do need help in believing until I can see the changes. Let you know what reveals itself tomorrow. Til then I’ve got a sparkly green crystal bracelet that’s reminding me that I’m loved. What a good thought!